I’ve taken breaks from Living By Bella, and while I dislike inconsistency, it’s what I’ve been giving you. After months of rest from this newsletter, I’m here with a renewed commitment.

Revival, Renewal, Revelation

These words capture the essence of how I feel whenever something new awakens in me: a passion, a love, a friendship, a loss, anything. My passion for Living By Bella has always remained true but has wavered at times. Recently, I watched an interview where the interviewee said, “I feel like a fraud because I haven’t reached as many people as I’m supposed to.” This perfectly summed up my feelings. Despite having over 2,000 subscribers, I feel that Living By Bella hasn’t reached its full potential. I turned my passion into a business and regretted it because, at its heart, this wasn’t a business; it was a form of self-expression and connection.

I am so thankful for every reader and supporter. I don’t want to make any false promises or announce another relaunch. I just want to be honest. I will always write and keep this website running. If I’m not writing an article, someone else will. I will continue this newsletter, or “mini-magazine,” because I receive so many awesome responses from you all, saying that it’s helpful, nice to read, or a pleasant weekly reminder. So, I want to apologize again and make sure you all know I’m here to stay, even if I’m not always at the forefront.

Career

This past year has been a whirlwind of growth and discovery. As an intern at Estée Lauder, I’ve been diving deep into the world of data science, a field I’ve grown increasingly passionate about. My role involves working on various tech projects that not only challenge my skills but also allow me to innovate. It’s a thrilling experience to be part of such a dynamic industry.

Living in New York has been a dream come true, filled with both challenges and triumphs. The decision to move here, live with a stranger, and chase my career goals was daunting, yet exhilarating. My days are a blend of work, networking, and exploring the city’s vibrant culture. Balancing my tech aspirations with my love for writing has been an ongoing journey. Changing my minor to journalism was a decision fueled by my enduring love for storytelling. I believe that we don’t have to limit ourselves to one path. Embracing all our passions can lead to a more fulfilling life. The future of work is multifaceted, and I’m excited to be at the forefront of this shift.

Social

The social aspect of my life has seen some of the most profound changes. Navigating the end of significant friendships and the loss of family members has been a period of intense emotional growth. These experiences have reshaped my approach to relationships. In New York, I’ve had the opportunity to meet new people and build a network that aligns with my values and aspirations.

My current relationship has been a source of joy and stability. My boyfriend’s visit for my birthday was a highlight, filled with memorable experiences that strengthened our bond. From enjoying the city’s culinary delights to exploring its cultural landmarks, we created wonderful memories together. This period has taught me the importance of aligning my social connections with my inner values. It’s a reminder that true connections come from a place of mutual respect and understanding.

Spiritual Life

Spiritually, I’ve embarked on a journey of deeper understanding and connection. My exploration of philosophy and my relationship with God have provided me with a sense of peace and clarity. Viewing God as the source of inner wisdom has transformed my approach to life’s challenges. This spiritual growth has been a cornerstone of my personal development, offering a foundation of strength and serenity. If you’re interested in learning more about my research, philosophy, or beliefs, email me here with the title “Article Recommendation.” I’m excited to hear your ideas!

Final Thoughts

Thank you for allowing me to share my journey with you. Your support means the world to me. I’m committed to maintaining the integrity and passion of Living By Bella, and I’m excited to continue this journey with all of you. I missed you, and I thank you.

Love, Bella

It’s the child in us that still dreams, believes, and ignites our creativity. That child is telling us something. Do you remember your hobbies? Did you draw, write, play sports, dance, bake, or toy with blocks, dolls, or Legos? Your childhood endeavors told you what you liked about yourself and others, what you enjoyed doing, and how happily you perceived life when doing those things.

To rejoice in your true passions and regain a sense of self, create room for the 5 year old in you to return.

Listen to nostalgic music, play that instrument from 3rd grade, watch childhood TV shows, or simply revisit your past neighborhood. Partake in your childhood hobbies, a safe space free of worry, regret, and embedded in true joy and excitement. Pick up your favorite pen or paintbrush, and fulfill your creative drive.

When I was younger, I had (and still have) journals of articles and handmade magazines. My brother grew up with a love for building and creating films with action figures and video game characters. Although the reality of adulthood has hit both of us – a reality of responsibility, hardship, and a world hungry for money – there is still a deep urge for me, the writer, to thrive, and my brother, a film maker and video game creative that seeks to escape this world, to fulfill that urge of returning to our best, most truest selves, the child within.

I encourage you all to find and relive that 5 year old within you, the one who would ask you ”. “If you couldn’t fail, what would you do?

Remember, your joys, hobbies, perceptions, and dreams are trying to tell you something, but it is up to you to listen and respond, so you can continue the dream your inner child wanted you to live so badly.